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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
i'm stuck, i'm screwed, i'm fuct warning: the following content may depress, annoy or bore readers. it's march. in three months i'll have finished uni. "That's great!!" some people think. not me. nope. after that... then what? i have no direction. there are so many things i want to do but unfortunately lack the talent or passion. i'm always worried about not being good enough, or not being as good as others. so i end up wasting time and waiting for something less challenging which i may step up to. perhaps my only passion is my desire to travel. but there again, lies a dilemma. do i look for a proper job after graduating so i can survive while saving up for a car, a house and holidays... like every other typical asian. that's the way we're brought up isn't it? yet i look at all my friends from kangaroo island having the time of their lives just doing odd jobs, saving up and travelling for months on end. no plans, no commitments, new people, new places, crazy fun. so my dilemma is... after graduating, do i get a proper job, get tied down and probably regret it for the rest of my life? or do i just say fuck it, i'll work a part time job for a few months and save up to travel? if i choose the latter, will i be able to survive? and being the clueless, dependent person i am... i doubt i'll be able to travel alone. any volunteers? live to survive or live to experience? Alysia S. procrastinated again @ 12:39 pm 
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Hey... that's how *i* feel. Then i'm afraid that if i do what i WANT to first, travel and such, then i'd get left behind career-wise :(
But then i remember what my aunty said (she's like, super duper fun and cool)
"Work first, get the money, you have all the time in the world and places to go once you have the money."
0_o
hehe yea but i have a feeling, by the time i have enough money i'll be old, saggy and wrinkly!! how to skank in the foreign clubs like that??
ultimately i would like to travel budget style when young and then travel in luxury when older. *grin*
bugger it!!!
I AM IN THE RUT YOU DESCRIBED!
WOE is me... :(
Don't think about it Lish, think about it when it comes... no point wondering now. Seriously it only manages to depress you even more. BLEH!!!
i think i've decided to go free lance and work part time then get the hell outta here for a couple of months.
you up for it? hee hee.
just use your parents money since you're so rich...
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